CALCULATING SUCCESS ON THE BATTLEFIELD REFLECTIONS: THE MEANING OF TRIUMPH AND SURVIVAL

In a moment of clarity, I came to think about the measurement of our success against the backdrop of the incredulous death and destruction of the war. I began to pick on the small things to figure out some kind of guide. For instance, did it matter how far we marched or climbed to reach the target? Was there some number representing these achievements? 

Of course, numerous missions and enemy confrontations existed. Although we succeeded in each assignment, our lives often rested on narrow escapes. Was there some number that would foretell the outcome, or was achievement the only guide? 

Perhaps we would rise one morning to find the war had ended as we slept? After all, Vietnam’s night was a day in the U.S., and it was possible. But who was I kidding? -The days passed, blending into one another so that time lost meaning. 

In the end, I gave up on my computations. It did not matter whether we won or lost a battle or failed in a mission. All that remained relevant was returning alive and uninjured. That represented the sum of my metrics: We each had a hand in saving our brothers, which was all that mattered. Unfortunately, not all of us would make it. And that became one ugly part of Vietnam that followed me home.

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